My nearby neighbor took the path of shadow and committed suicide. He was tormented soul, exceptionally shy, very smart, and determined toward his final act.
Oh, damn, hell, and lots of other, nastier swear words said internally, because saying them outside might sound like I'm angry at you, or at him.
Bright blessings and peace, to him and all those he touched... though I doubt that any blessing will seem bright, nor that peace will seem strong, for a while.
Take care of yourself, my friend.